Our name

ok this song is something of the different taking things to a new perspective just to give you an ideal of why i have wrote this song yes there's going to be a story see a while back i met this family and i stayed with them for awhile we drank a few beers took a few shots and got fu#kd up but in the mist of all this i noticed one person who stood out from all the rest she was beautiful but she seamed so sad so i walked over and spoke with her awhile and she said to me that her life has had alot of rough times lately and her family don't seem to care and the sad part is she was right i watch over the next few days as i stayed there with them and everyone did seem to push her off for something else and say things that should not have been said i later found out that she liked to cut herself and i urged her family to get her some help but they didn't seem to care they just said she's always been that way and that she would grow out of it and for me to mind my own business well from there they let me know that my time with them was through so i said my good bye's and was off to do as i do well i kept in touch there for a bit then just kinda lost track in what i was doing and forgot about someone i shouldn't have and when i had realized it i thought that i would just drop in to see how she was doing but it was to late she had taken her life it was a very sad day for me because she could have did so much and gone so far in life ..........well they gave me the note that she had left and i had read what she wrote but the thing that stuck out the most is that she said that's finalized ...................................................................................................................

                                                                       Finalized

she has a dark cloud
so much rain in her eyes
so many broken things
such a shattered life

she's gonna do it right this time
no more lonely nights
she say's she's to tired
she can't wait no more

she's gonna take away
all the hurt of life
there's no more broken hearts
no reason to take another start
she say's there's no more
she say's it's finalized

now there's so much pain
there's so much missen her
if they'd took the time
maybe she'd be here

all the thoughts in mind
can't change a damn thing
they know what they did
they know how they hurt

she's gonna take away
all the hurt of life
there's no more broken hearts
no reason to take another start
she say's there's no more
she say's it's finalized

and they want to take it away
they want to change everything
but they know it's to late
they pushed her over the edge
now that her life's over
they wished it was them instead

she's gonna take away
all the hurt of life
there's no more broken hearts
no reason to take another start
she say's there's no more
she say's it's finalized

she say's there's no more
she say's there's no more
she say's there's no more

she say's it's finalized

wrote by E.M.Kerstein in loving memory of a friend i'll never forget

                                                  R.I.P.
                                                Dianna

P dot S

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Band : Skarlet Cirkle
Album : my inner prison
copywrited by E.M.Kerstein   

                                                                       APATHITIC

i should be apathetic
always so apologetic
casting smiles in downer ways
popping valumes to ease the pain

life is morsels
don't let it change
wishful thinking
like childhood days
it's strange

(chorus has been deleted in progress of rewrite)

twisting joints
and smoking gurts
tell me that it never hurts
prick the skin
a needled vain
only then can i be
Sain

(chorus has been deleted in progress of rewrite)

i should be apologetic
wining is so pathetic
casting smiles in evil ways
nothing seems to stop the pain

                                                                       DEFROMATION

hold me captive
by my false
never lost what i have got
seasons changing in the wind
set my mind is free again
poping pills for my needs
the pain is more than i can feed
treasure chest hair in the seeds
as she gets down on her knees
look for answers in the mist
as i kiss her our last kiss

        deformation sets in skin
        she's tearing out my heart again
        look for answers in the hole
        never know where she will go
        searchin memories set in past
        deformation never lasts

slap my face
n grab my sides
all this pain has made me cry
do my tricks n feel my needs
i feel like my life is diseased
toss my carcass to the side
give me one last before the ride

        deformation sets in skin
        she's tearing out my heart again
        look for answers in the hole
        never know where she will go
        searchin memories set in past
        deformation never lasts

scary mountains on the wake
i know this life is so misplaced
i am not where i belong
can you tell me where i went wrong
seasons changing in the wind
can you help me my friend

        deformation sets in skin
        she's tearing out my heart again
        look for answers in the hole
        never know where she will go
        searchin memories set in past
        deformation never lasts

                                                    BETRAYEL

searching things
that's set in stone
say your words
your liers throne
take your way
you make this home
open mouth
your lies they grow

take this skin
it is our own
build the temple
build yours strong
cast your lies
upon your friends
pull your knife
let it begin

betrayal --------------take your knife and stick it in
betrayal--------------cut the backs of all your friends
betrayal--------------the coarse of life you'll live your own
betrayal is what you call home

show your fake
you face them fine
words of honest
never cross your mind
dig it deep
your liers hole
release the rope
now let them go

throw your spells
n cast them wide
wield the blade
your steely knife
so unjustly
is your life
build your world
it's all of lies

betrayal --------------take your knife and stick it in
betrayal--------------cut the backs of all your friends
betrayal--------------the coarse of life you'll live your own
betrayal is what you call home

betrayal the words of a dishonest man
betrayal the words across the land
betrayal is the blood that bleeds
betrayal is all dishonesty

this is the first three of my inner prison album i hope you like them more to be posted thanks for your support we wouldn't be here without you guys

ok guys new album

band: Skarlet Cirkle
Album: the skarlet boxx
all lyrics are and has been copyrighted on this sight by E.M.Kerstein
any misuse or false claims is punishable by law

                                                                       she lies
                                                                 by e.m.kerstein

so you think that you are special
so you think that you are sweet
so you think that your my everything
so you think that your everything to me

so you think with those beautiful eyes
you can hide all your terrible lies
you think of certain things to say
but the truth will never go away

thats why im callen for you
thats why im callen for you
thats why your runnin from me
thats why your runnin from me

so why is it that im falling
and your never there to catch me
so why is it that im trying
when all your gonna do

IS
    LIE
          TO
               ME

so you think that your tricky
so i lumped you up and gave you a hickey
so now i know that you are pissed
cause i know he ain't gonna miss

so now what it is we're doin
has your plans been set to ruins
has my life fucked up your call
even though i stayed through it all

thats why im callen for you
thats why im callen for you
thats why your runnin from me
thats why your runnin from me

so why is it that im falling
and your never there to catch me
so why is it that im trying
when all your gonna do

IS
    LIE
          TO
               ME

what the fuck could this really be
why the fuck do you lie to me
what it is that it really does
how it hangs in your mind
what truth has it left behind
what the fuck could this really be

IS LIE TO ME

album The Decaying relm
band Skarlet Cirkle
all lyrics copywrited by E.M.Kerstein

I AM
michael kerstein

i am the hatered
the tormented friend
you can't despize me
i am the demons
that rip at your skin
you can't hide me
i am the crusify
on the cross you will die
you can't run from me

on to the chase
i see the blood in your face
i hear you gasp
for your last breath
on through the night
its the hell of your life
with the demons we ride
we're the spawn of the new
we change the world to our view
we are skarlet cirkle

i am the blackest
of the demons of night
you will fear me
i am the death
that preys upon your life
you can't see me
i am desire
that burns uncontrolled
you will feel me
i am the life
as you lose your hold
you will cry to me

on to the chase
i see the blood in your face
i hear you gasp
for your last breath
on through the night
its the hell of your life
with the demons we ride
we're the spawn of the new
we change the world to our view
we are skarlet cirkle

i am the silence
of all that you speak
you will breath me
i am the virus
that decays on your skin
you can't cure me
i am the panic
that waits to attack
you can't deny me
i am the light
that calls end to your life
you will now see me

on to the chase
i see the blood in your face
i hear you gasp
for your last breath
on through the night
its the hell of your life
with the demons we ride
we're the spawn of the new
we change the world to our view
we are skarlet cirkle

i am controll
the panic you hold
you will despize me
i am the silence
that breaks in the night
you will hear me
i am the demons
that decay within
you will feel me
i am the hatered
the tormented friend
you will rise me

on to the chase
i see the blood in your face
i hear you gasp
for your last breath
on through the night
its the hell of your life
with the demons we ride
we're the spawn of the new
we change the world to our view
we are skarlet cirkle

God of Hate
Michael & Raymond Kerstein

i'm so angry disturbed within
demons torminting forgetful sins
twisting downward spiral of hell
the flames devower my interself

melting flesh the bones decay
i wake in the morning fight through the day
sinners circle hates revenge
fuck this world that i am in
perfect people always sin

Take me down to the devils layer
take me down where i can breath
scratch off the skin from my innerself
feed of me vain i am the god of hate
God.........Of...........Hate!

lieing whore's decetful friends
lost for passion none within
angered by the god of war
fuck with me and you'll be no more

now is the time to say good bye
fuck you and your terreble lies
demons crawling in my skin
hold this gun to my head
pull the trigger see the fire blaze
down on my knees yet i'm only dazed

Take me down to the devils layer
take me down where i can breath
scratch off the skin from my innerself
feed of me vain i am the god of hate
God.........Of...........Hate!

feed of my vain
i am the god of hate
feed of my vain
i am the god of hate
i am your god
the god of hate
Hate Me !

tHe DaMnEd
Michael Kerstein

feeling like you never wanted me
feeling like i hasle thee
what is it that you really want from me
can you really tell me honestly

feelin like i betray
feelin like you take away
look at what you done to me
what is it that you want

i can feel it when i touch your hair
not even an ounce of care
what is it when you stare
make it look so obveously

what is it that you can take from me
live your life with all self pitty
never want what you cant gain
what is it that you want to take away

I will be there, you can't be with me
i will hold you, you will run away
i will be there, leave me standing
only words to say
Damn me

what is it that you will be
ever ending tragity
my life is so obsence
look at what i've done to me

a treatrous veil to lie
just like blood milk from the sky
i'll poor into a cup of sin
as misory becomes my friend

I will be there, you can't be with me
i will hold you, you will run away
i will be there, leave me standing
only words to say
Damn me

look at what i take away
everything that i'll ever say
my life is changeing eveyday
a tilter world thats left to spin
you take away it becomes the end
the fire dies down below
a sirer crys as the world exsplodes

I will be there, you can't be with me
i will hold you, you will run away
i will be there, leave me standing
only words to say
Damn me

Broken Promises
Michael Kerstein

broken promises
that is just the way
broken promises
so many i can't count them all today
broken promises
from me to you
broken promises
i think you've made them to

i'm feelin down and maybe blue
it's just the thought's i have of you
all the things that were said in the past
words that were said that never did last

now i'm wonderin lonely in my mind
thinking of things i let slip in the time
things that can't be, can't be undone
and i know i'm not the only one

broken promises
that is just the way
broken promises
so many i can't count them all today
broken promises
from me to you
broken promises
i think you've made them to

broken bone's and pride seems to heal
some say thats not that big of deal
but you can't always see the pain that someone feels
it's the deepest wounds that never heal

growing dark the clouds in the sky
i see the tears as you say good bye
leaving love the final time
and the only words that cross my mind

broken promises
that is just the way
broken promises
so many i can't count them all today
broken promises
from me to you
broken promises
i think you've made them to

broken promises
that is just the way
broken promises
so many i can't count them all today
broken promises
from me to you
broken promises
i think you've made them to

broken promises
broken dreams
broken promises
this world it only seems
broken promises
they hurt inside
broken promises
no way to hide
i wish i i wish i i wish i could take them all away

broken promises
that is just the way
broken promises
so many i can't count them all today
broken promises
from me to you
broken promises
i think you've made them to

broken promises

i will select you
from the line
i will chose you
to blow my fucking mind
i will tell you
the lies you hear
i will show you
the best of all my gear
i will want you
to do my needs
i will feel you
as you lay there and breath
i will crease you
your naked skin
i will name thee
trophy number 10
i will use you
just for the night
i will leave you
when it comes daylight

no one knows what we are doin
they always seem to follow right on in
they let us take what we do want
all our fame has gone to there head
strip down naked dance for me
open the door and let my friends in
we take control of what you'll be
now you know what a pig i am
so take your knife and stick it in
slay me down like the pig i am
follow through with all your greed
taste the blood as i do bleed
so take your knife and stick it in
slay me down like the pig i am

i will taunt you
from this stage
i will chose you
for this game i play
i will love you
only for this night
i will tell you
a lie to how i feel inside
i will look you
up and down
i will taste you
when you lie there
i will feel you
from your feet to your lips
i will fuck you
from behind while i grab your hips
i will pierce it
so deep inside
i will fuck you
i will fuck you hard

no one knows what we are doin
they always seem to follow right on in
they let us take what we do want
all our fame has gone to there head
strip down naked dance for me
open the door and let my friends in
we take control of what you'll be
now you know what a pig i am
so take your knife and stick it in
slay me down like the pig i am
follow through with all your greed
taste the blood as i do bleed
so take your knife and stick it in
slay me down like the pig i am

so fuck me dirty
so fuck me clean
so fuck me just fuck me
do your dominatrix
do your fantasy
fuck me like a little boy
fuck me like a dildo toy
i'll fuck you in your ass
i'll shove it in your mouth
i'll fuck you like a pig
cause thats what i'm about
so fuck me dirty
so fuck me clean
so fuck like you fuck me in your dreams
so just fuck me
cause that is what i need
so just fuck me
cause this is what i am
so fuck me like a pig
like a pig like a pig
like a pig like a pig
like a pig like a pig
like a pig that i fuckin am

Innocents
by E.M.Kerstein

i'm terrified
my thoughts i hold inside of me
everything
the shadows are they lurking
no remorse for
my life is desecrated
killing me
every memory that i have

what is it that they've done to me
take my life and hold me captive
slayith all my dreams
take it as they will
shove me in their box
my innocents is lost

they'll pay the price
for what it cost

i'm withered
falling from this place
i'm tampered
my skin is so misplaced
this torment
brings me only to disgrace
i lay there bleeding
while my innocents are raped from me

what is it that they've done to me
take my life and hold me captive
slayith all my dreams
take it as they will
shove me in their box
my innocents is lost

they'll pay the price
for what it cost

RAPEING ME
KILLING FIELD
DREAMING THAT THIS
TELL ME IT CAN'T BE REAL
IS THIS NOW MY LIFE
IS THIS WHAT HAS BECOME OF ME
THE STRANGER IN THE DARK
I BECAME THE CHOSEN ONE
NOW THEY PRY
MY INNOCENTS FROM MY

i'm freaking
out on all this society
i'm cutting
yet the pain i don't feel
i was normal
now it's just so far from real

what is it that they've done to me
take my life and hold me captive
slayith all my dreams
take it as they will
shove me in their box
my innocents is lost

they'll pay the price
for what it cost

i'm tempted
to leave this what is behind
i'm gifted
challenged in every way
i'm hollowed
for what they've taken from inside
i'm drifting
toward that shallow grave
i'm violated
for look at what they've taken from me

what is it that they've done to me
take my life and hold me captive
slayith all my dreams
take it as they will
shove me in their box
my innocents is lost

they'll pay the price
for what it cost

                                                                         Just Go Away
                                                                      Michael Kerstein

i just wanted to say
she wanted me to go away
i just wanted to say
she told me to run away
i just wanted to know
where am i supposed to go
i just wanted to feel
but i'm cast to the side
what am i supposed to say
Just Go Away

i feel abused
a heart thats in pain
i feel misused
like a drug without a name
i'm so concerened
but no i'll never learn
i took a trip
let myself fall down
i gave you the words
you just laughed and gave me the bird
the feelings inside
you just tore them apart
i feel so used
the story of my life

i just wanted to say
she wanted me to go away
i just wanted to say
she told me to run away
i just wanted to know
where am i supposed to go
i just wanted to feel
but i'm cast to the side
what am i supposed to say
Just Go Away

i'm feelin blind
like my mind is erased
i feel no exspresstion
can show whats on your face
i feel the fear
as it sets so inside
i feel the pace
of the heart as it dies
i feel like an addict
addicted to use
i feel like a slut
cause i love the abuse

i just wanted to say
she wanted me to go away
i just wanted to say
she told me to run away
i just wanted to know
where am i supposed to go
i just wanted to feel
but i'm cast to the side
what am i supposed to say
Just Go Away

i just wanted to say
she wanted me to go away
i just wanted to say
she told me to run away
i just wanted to know
where am i supposed to go
i just wanted to feel
but i'm cast to the side
what am i supposed to say
Just Go Away

the rest of the songs are in the work for the album